so mike is in new york for the next couple of days. his band is playing cmj. i have never been to new york. i can't believe i am not there. i think i am destined to never go to ny. it just seems to never work out. besides feeling left out, i am also feeling some nausea today. i also have weird cramps. shit i hope im not pregnant. BUT the upside for today is i have a pass to see a special screening of corpse bride at opry mills. i will be taking my friend christy. it will be great. i will get drunk before hand and all reality will melt away from my brain in the big, dark, cold movie theatre. excellent.